I'm still struggling on these forums so bare with me
I am such a boring person, i have no life. I can not understand why me, a 19 year old is a) Not in uni b) why im such a wasteman and c) why im such a weird boring idiot
EDIT: it was a struggle to get onto access courses for September because i didn't do well on the entry assessments. EDIT: my fear was returning to do BTEC Music Level 3, a course i did when i was 16 but now i can confirm i will do an access course. During studying for my btec, i stuggled to be social as everyone saw me as a wasteman and i was seen as a loner. Then i realise being a weird adolescent at the time, i realise who i was, getting my diagnosis of depression and anxiety and to know finally why i have been bullied all these years, Because i'm such a ****ing boring ****!
London is a horrible place as every college or uni there is hell. The current access course im hoping to do is in business and the college in my judgement is i might survive as it 'sort of' has a good environment. Colleges such as the whole of south London etc etc, i may end up ending my life because i can't tolerate ghetto/chavs as one person said to me school 'your never gonna be one of us'.
Look i dont know what im bloody saying in this ask, i'm having insomniac depressive thoughts so i dont care if you reply or not. if i post on anonymous, it takes time or they just won't let me post
1). Why is not being in Uni a problem?
2). Have you tried not being boring? Seriously, you identify you are boring, so now do the exact opposite of whatever it is you are doing.
If you're 19 then I doubt you're little. :O