Hi everyone,
Ok so, im a 18yo male and ive been having this weird "relationship" for about 5 years.
So basically in year 9 i started lift sharing from school with this boy in year 7 who was my neighbour. One day he was at my house as his family wernt at home and i asked him if he was circumsied or not because his dad is muslim.
A few days later we ended up watching straight porn (didn't masterbate the first time) and he left. He came over again a few days later and then both of us thought we'd just masterbate together watching porn. As he had a much smaller penis he was shocked by the size of mine. (I always thought he liked mine) and he wanted to touch/compare the two.we did this for a while (almost 2 years) after this i wanted to stop as i was uncomfortable with it all asone day he tried sucking me off.
untill one day he invited me over and he had condoms, lube, cock rings (all from his steps sisters collection) as i am still a virgin i wanted to try on what they all felt like so we started masturbating again but the difference was he was more focused on me whilst i was more engrossed in the porn and the lube condoms etc...
I then moved away last year and my family and i moved houses to the other side of town. One day he called me over to "chill" (baring in mind this was a year later) i didnt really want to because i knew it was wrong. I ended up going and when i arrived his sister was upstairs so we where downstairs... then all of a sudden he put somthing down my pants that felt silky and wet. When i took them out it was his sisters panties and they smelt realy weird but i liked it. :/
He then said i can use them if he allows me to let him toss me off and because i was in love with the panties i said yes... i ended up ejaculating soo much over the table we where both left stunned.
Ive jot been since but he keeps calling me. I dont want to go but he keeps saying hes got more and im in two minds states.
I think hes gay/bi (as he's had Gf's before) i havnt.... and i believe im straight.
Any ideas or suggestions on what is should do?
Thanks