I overhtink a lot even stuff that hasn't even happened or that there is no evidence what so ever will happen. I think scenarios in my head and worry about them. If someone doesn't respond in the way I thoguht or if someone ignores me or what ever I start to dig and dig the reasons why, what have I done, was it soemthing I said? Have I upset them? They must hate me. I get panicky and my voice starts to shake, as does my body. An example, a friend said he would text in a week (now) giving details of something, I didn't hear from him which put my mind into overdrive, thinkng he doesn't want to know me, he dislkies me, he's not bothered, so I ended up texting him, and he text back a one word answer. This sent my mind again into overdrive, he hates me, I must of said something wrong, maybe it was my mood, etc etc etc. I'm seeing people tomorow I haven't seen for a while and feel im going to get a hostile reception because last time I saw them I was having personal problems and wasn't in the best of moods. This is making me anxious now and will go over and over in my mind, thinking what they will say to me, mor how they will be with me, even though it hasn't even happened yet. I feel so pathetic, I wish I couldn't give a crap about anyone, but I hate to think anyone thinks badly of me. I feel like crying sometimes.is this normal? I don't know what is reality and what isn't, in terms of what I think in my head