Hello.
I recently began studying BA psychology at Edinburgh Napier University and it's safe to say that I hate everything about it. I hate having no friends, I hate travelling, I hate having to study all the time and I hate how the modules work.
I have also been recently diagnosed with both depression and anxiety, the latter becoming severe while travelling to and being at uni which has often made me stay at home. Yes I am seeing help from several sources (Uni councillor, Uni mental health service, NHS adult mental health service and also been referred to a mental hospital for anxiety prevention classes.
I have considered many things regarding how to fix these feelings:
- Leave and join the police force; the main issue here being 2 years out of education and also the fitness levels (I would not say I am unfit as I am able to cycle for long distances however my BMI is outside of the specified range for Police Scotland)
- Go into an apprenticeship/internship; I do not have business or practical experience, even in high school I did not take either subjects to National 5 level and instead focussed on sciences and humanitarian subjects.
- Leave my current course and go into mental health nursing. I find this one to be the most appealing as I intend of working in the medical field and would rather do a 3 year course than 7 years. However I am worried that I will still experience the same issues as I have with the current course I am studying and I am unsure of how easy it is to switch courses at this point.
I know this is long winded and I apologise for this however I feel that speaking to students/former students would aid me in my decision. I would greatly appreciate suggestions and I thank those who do.