Before I get into it I just want to say in no way shape or form am I trying to self-diagnose myself and I disagree with those who do so.
So pretty much I do not know what it is but I feel empty/lonely most of the time. I do not speak to many people mainly because I am too scared to. I don't know what it is but I constantly feel judged all the time in school and quite often feel quite worthless.
People ask me if I am autistic because of this which I ain't it's just I'm quite scared to talk to others. I don't know what to do because I don't know what the cause is. I am also very insecure about nearly everything about me and avoid as much exposure to people as possible.
I have tried advice like join a club or that but they don't seem to work for me and so one said to see a doctor but I was too scared to. I don't really have someone to open up to as they probably will not take it seriously and I even struggle to talk to my family.
I don't know what I can do and I need the advice I can get simply because I have GCSE's in a few months and it has seemed to downgrade my performance over the few years. Please, can someone and me please?
And as I said I am not self-diagnosing myself so please don't take it like I am trying to claim I am stuff that I am not
Do they actually matter?