So for a while I've thought about moving out for uni. The uni I'm going to is 20 - 30 mins from where I live by bus. The 2 main reasons I've wanted to move out are because:
1) I suffer from OCD and anxiety and it hasn't been too great these last few months. I felt moving out will do me good because when I'm on my own I feel fine.
2) Wanting space away from parents. This particular reason isn't that strong for me to move out but the reason I mention it is because for a few months, the atmosphere at home hasn't been great. Things feeling negative, parents shouting, everyone argueing, etc.
Now things have gotten slightly better but nowhere near perfect to the level I would want. If it wasn't for these 2 reasons, I would commute from home.
Now before I accepted my agreement for my accomodation, I thought/felt moving out was the right choice. I saw the negatives of being at home and positives of moving out. Now that I've accepted the agreement and everythung is set in stone, I feel scared and ridiculuosly stupied for deciding to move out because it's so close to home and I feel I may have made the decision with clouded judgement especially because things could've been getting better (dunno if it was a temp or genuine thing). Now I see the positives of being at home and negatives of moving out. I can tell I'm gonna miss everything at home even though I'm inly moving out for my first year. There's no way I'm moving out for 2nd and 3rd year.
If I did decide to cancel everything, I wouldn't get my booking fee back which is £350 (which is a lot of money especially because my dad paid for it)
What would people advice or say?