What is the maximum deviation that the university has offered you a place? The course I want to apply to is asking for a BCC or ABB (depending on the uni but there's only 2), but I got a CCD at A-Level, and I'm hoping that there'll be someway that I can go through this without having to take a foundation course/access course or give up on my dreams all together.
Background info:
I'm 21 (soon 22) and on a gap year right now to gather some funds up for university (due to living with my mother, siblings and her boyfriend who earns a shed load, [they've been together since I was 5?? IDK a long time] but refuses to aid me financially despite his income affecting my grant), but, I've wanted to study Korean, (I've been teaching myself for 7 years, but due to school, full time work and college I've had to restart from scratch several times) as well as English, in hopes of becoming an English teacher, and learning another language in which I can possibly pursue a career in teaching both.
Wanting to study Korean and English limits me to two universities, UCLAN and SOAS. And as I really don't want to study in Central London, despite it being so much closer and thus cheaper to get to from home, but I'll take it. Honestly because I'm limited here.
My issue is that UCLAN offer a place on their Korean and English (lit or lang I love them both equally) at a BCC or 104 UCAS points, whilst SOAS offer the course at an ABB.
Due to mental health issues, changing jobs which proceeded in me working 40 hours a week alongside full time college, and a mix of technical (my laptop crashed and had to be restored to a backup a year later, meaning I lost all my coursework 1.5 months before the turn in date) and family issues, I spent a lot of time off sick from college.
I then had a meeting with the head because of my attendance, and after explaining my situation, which included 3 suicide attempts due to the stress of college, health issues, work, family, bullying etc. and begging for them to exchange my course to the Access Course in February so I could have a fresh start (at the time the course was starting in 3 weeks), they offered no help, and subsequently refused the change in course, due to the fact that at 17 (mid way through the first year), after excessive bullying within the Childcare course that I was on, after a teacher outed my mental and physical health issues to the class, as well as mocking my weight and subsequent abuse from a colleague at my placement due to these mental health issues, that another student had informed them of as they were also doing their placement at the establishment, I decided to leave. This meant that I would have left two college courses, despite the head admitting that my departure of the first course was down to the faculty members mistakes (she was fired the year I left).
The college refuses me to be allowed to retake my exams for two of my subjects, to up my grades as they've stopped offering A-Levels and don't accept external students, and won't give me help in applying for university beyond paying for and sending off my application there. Due to having my appendix removed after it rupturing the week of results day, I was unable to collect my results and thus was also unable to apply for the Access Course this september, as I didn't get them until almost a week later, and they wanted to know whether I was going to join that course on results day at the latest.
At this point in my life, and Korean course being 4 years, I don't want to have to return NEXT year to college or do a foundation year, and hold off my life for another year. I'm 21, and I feel already so far behind where I'd hoped I would be, and I'm wholly determined to get to where I want to be in life. But adding another year to that, when I'll still have to study for at least another 1 year + to gain a QTS, and then another year to gain a TESOL if I decide to move and teach in Korea (which is why I imho have to do the year abroad as I can't make an informed decision about uprooting my entire life and living there forever without being there at all). I'm at a loss of what to do at the moment, without any idea as to whether I have even the smallest shot of being accepted into this course.