Hello all,
Things are feeling pretty bleak right now and I guess I just need to get it out of my system.
I am currently in year 12 studying maths, physics, chemistry and biology. Stupidly, I thought that picking these A levels was a smart decision, keeping my options open since I didn't know what I wanted to do. In reality, I have no interest in pursuing these subjects further and going through my mocks this week has made me realise that I have no motivation to study these subjects I find no enjoyment in. I regret not picking subjects I am more passionate about in just to pick the 'best' options and I don't know if I can keep up any form of motivation going in to A2, even if I can achieve mediocre grades at AS. I have no idea if I even have any other option at this point.
Sorry for the long rant, but I've been keeping this bottled up for a while and had to get it out.