Do you ever plan something for yourself thinking it's a good idea getting outside of your comfort zone and when it's actually time to do whatever it is you thought was a good idea, your heart is beating wildly and all you want to do is slap yourself so hard across the face?
Past self: Oh wow, now imagine if you could do that. I reckon if you did that, that would totally make you feel like you are growing and progressing and developing and thriving-
Present self: I am in hell. This is hell. I reject my reality. This is not happening right now. I am dreaming.
Future self: Mentally, physically, spiritually, biologically and chemically exhausted. Don't do that again. Bravery is for fools.
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Anyways, better go to bed early tonight. Will finish my first post tomorrow morning. : )