I am not sure if I have reached the lowest point of my life

Not only do I fail academically, but also I fail in every other aspect of my life, especially relationship.

Not being able to keep more than 10 close friends is one, being rejected by someone in a humiliating way is another.

Being told by her that she has been ignoring me for the sake of letting me know that she doesn't like me. I did talk to some friends about that to try to calm myself down, but I feel I can't. I want to cry, but I've cried for so many times in the past eight years that I can hardly squeeze another drop of tears.

Everything seems to have fallen apart and so many damages have been done that I can find no way getting back on track. I don't know how to end this, nor do I know how to start anew. Life has lost all of its meaning.

Not only do I fail academically, but also I fail in every other aspect of my life, especially relationship.

Not being able to keep more than 10 close friends is one, being rejected by someone in a humiliating way is another.

Being told by her that she has been ignoring me for the sake of letting me know that she doesn't like me. I did talk to some friends about that to try to calm myself down, but I feel I can't. I want to cry, but I've cried for so many times in the past eight years that I can hardly squeeze another drop of tears.

Everything seems to have fallen apart and so many damages have been done that I can find no way getting back on track. I don't know how to end this, nor do I know how to start anew. Life has lost all of its meaning.

Not only do I fail academically, but also I fail in every other aspect of my life, especially relationship.

Not being able to keep more than 10 close friends is one, being rejected by someone in a humiliating way is another.

Being told by her that she has been ignoring me for the sake of letting me know that she doesn't like me. I did talk to some friends about that to try to calm myself down, but I feel I can't. I want to cry, but I've cried for so many times in the past eight years that I can hardly squeeze another drop of tears.

Everything seems to have fallen apart and so many damages have been done that I can find no way getting back on track. I don't know how to end this, nor do I know how to start anew. Life has lost all of its meaning.

Not only do I fail academically, but also I fail in every other aspect of my life, especially relationship.

Not being able to keep more than 10 close friends is one, being rejected by someone in a humiliating way is another.

Being told by her that she has been ignoring me for the sake of letting me know that she doesn't like me. I did talk to some friends about that to try to calm myself down, but I feel I can't. I want to cry, but I've cried for so many times in the past eight years that I can hardly squeeze another drop of tears.

Everything seems to have fallen apart and so many damages have been done that I can find no way getting back on track. I don't know how to end this, nor do I know how to start anew. Life has lost all of its meaning.

Stop trying to control your life God is in control just go with the flow! hang with people who make you feel good, follow your interests and hobbies. life is too short to worry about careers and money all is an allusion, keep it real my friend hope you find your peace

Have you formally failed your degree, or just not get the grade(s) you wanted?

Try and look on the positives... having 10 close friends is a very good achievement (some people struggle to get 1 ffs), I know you may see popular people surrounded by dozens, but it's more likely they're acquaintances' or "fair-weather" friends (mates) rather than true friends who will have their back when the going gets really tough.

As for the girl ignoring you, this is actually a very common way to let unrequited suitors know they're not interested (it's called Ghosting). I'm not saying it's fair or right, but almost all of us have experienced it at some point (well maybe not Harry Styles, or Justin Bieber lol). I'm not defending her or the actions, but rejecting someone is never easy (unless you really don't like them)... and a really harsh rejection (e.g. "f**k off loser" may lead to her looking like a "female-dog" and the person verbally (or even physically abusing her). On the other hand, some people have trouble getting the message if it's a more polite "Thanks, but no thanks" type rejection (i.e. they're deluded or think she's playing hard to get).

I know things seems cliched, but time is a great healer. Eventually you'll get over this girl and start to notice other girls (weather's getting better now )

It's Easter