I started uni in September.
the degree itself is fine, but socially I feel like giving up. when I got on the train back after easter, I had a moment of total clarity where I realised I didnt want to go back.
I haven't clicked with many people, and those who I thought were my friends I have realised aren't nice people. a primary difference is that though I am a massive extrovert, id prefer to socialise by going for breakfast or going shopping or a museum, and everyone just wants to go drinking etc. in the past ive made plans with my "friends" to do something more chill and they have magically turned it into lets go clubbing, which gives me a massive panic attack.
I just feel so lonely, and theres nothing to do to distract myself as I chose a quieter uni thinking id find people like me.
however, ive left it so late now to realise I hate it that I feel like theres nothing I can do about it. if I start somewhere else from first year, I feel like ive wasted a year of my life, and since ive missed UCAS deadlines etc it suddenly becomes 2.
that said, I honestly cannot see myself living in this city or attending this uni any longer - I cant even study for my exams because ive reached such a point of "I dont care" - if I fail it gives me an out...
also as horrid as the people I agreed to live with next year have been, I dont want to screw them over as we already chose a house (I havent signed the contract though).
I just really dont know what to do...
if anyone is in this situation/has been before give me some advice???