Driving test soon and I don’t know how ready I am

My driving test is coming up in 5 weeks time and I’m just feeling so deflated especially after today. I had a lesson today/mock test and I just done so much wrong it was unbelievable. I was hesitating too much when it came to emerging from junctions, completely messing up roundabouts and their lanes, my speed was wrong in some areas and other things as well but you get the idea.

I actually cried when I came home from my lesson because I’m just so unhappy with myself and how c**p I sometimes am. I’ve been practicing more often with my mum outside of lessons and I mean my last lesson went really good. I don’t know if it was the fact I was getting more nervous because it was a mock test (which I knew I was going to fail anyways) or if it was just a bad day (probably both).

The thing with my roundabouts and junctions today (as well as most of the other things I done worse on tbh) aren’t usually things I mess up on. I mean that’s all the basics that I learned at the beginning and yet I just kept messing up! The area in which I’m doing my test and have been practicing on isn’t an area near where I live and so I don’t know it as well but tbh that’s not an excuse.

Just felt like I had to rant in hopes that someone doesn’t mind reading this🤣 and can help calm me down a little 🤣🤣. Ngl I’ve been literally crying and getting so frustrated with myself over this one bad lesson but it’s because I know how close it is till my test.