Why do I feel like 5 years on was yesterday?

5 years pretty much was yesterday if you ask me.

Not to everyone, I show pictures of my teachers to my sister and she says why am I obsessed with college lot and I am living in the past. It is in the past, not present. If you are thinking about it you are basically reliving it again. You lived it once, why relive it?

Falling out with friends suck. I recently fell out with a friend but tbh that situation made me realise that I don't think I really wanted to be friends with her in the first place. Relationships ending sucks but you can grow and learn from it. If the situation is negatively impacting you you should definitely talk about it with someone.

I live in the past as well you’re not alone…I left sixth form nearly a year ago but I still wake up thinking I’m still in year13 lol i can’t move on from any period of time I was happy in

I fell out with 3 genuine friends and one evil one who doesn't want what's best for me. I don't blame them for blocking me because I was having some mental health problems and they were telling me to think of others when I can't think straight. I also have to bare in mind there is nothing friends can do about my problems and that's why they stress about it and they tell me to stress about other students and ignore my own problems. They thought I was attention seeking when I actually needed help and it may have come across that way because of the stuff I was saying and then retracting and saying I didn't mean it. I feel like I am dying but I am apparently not important enough and others have it worse than me with no shelter no food no nothing.