In a real dilemma here - completed first year of a course at a uni, but realised pretty early on that the course wasn't for me and that while I loved the uni/campus/sports/people, I felt that I did quite well at A-level and could be at a much better uni academically.
I really, really, really loved Warwick when I went to the open day last year so ideally would wanna go there. But I've messed up. Since I realised pretty early on I'd rather be doing a diff course at a diff uni, I applied before the January deadline this year, problem is, I didn't apply to Warwick. (BTW the degree I'm interested in is general engineering, as I'd like to specialise later on). Thing is, in January I was convinced I wanted to study renewable energy eng or chem eng, both of which Warwick dosen't offer, so I didn't apply. Also to note, I was experiencing severe depression and other mental health issues at the time - still am tbh. But as the year went on, I researched more and more, and realised that I would HATE to study chem eng,it's nothing like what I thought, and renewable energy eng is too narrow. I realised I'd be much much better suited to Electrical eng.
I currently have a firm unconditional offer from Durham, and they do offer electrical eng as a specialism. But I missed the application deadline for Warwick since I didn't apply to them in Jan, and they have no spaces in clearing for eng as the course has been very oversubscribed this year, I also kept an eye on Extra, but even then there was nothing. So no more option for 2023 entry. But the thing is, I don't really love the course at Durham, and I much, much prefer Warwick's. Not only do they have way more flexibility so that you can really tailor the degree to your interests, they also incorporate management. This is very useful bc at this stage, I'm not sure if I want to work in smth directly related to eng or to branch off more into finance/smth else. Durham's course is very restrictive, and I found their engineering facilities pretty ****. They dont have much flexibility or room for optional modules. Also to be fully honest, Durham is okay but I absolute fell in love with Warwick, and like the vibe wayyyyyy more there than at Durham, I feel I'll fit in better and it's way more my style.
In the interest of full disclosure, I'm currently 21 y/o. I took 2 gap years due to covid and mental health. I started uni in Sept 2022 aged 20, realised the course and uni aren't necessarily working for me, and decided to change which brings us to now.
If I start Durham this Sept, I'll be 21 (which worries me as I'm afraid I'll be judged or won't fit in), but if I defer my place and apply to Warwick I'll be starting uni is Sept 2024 aged 22.
But taking a gap year feels wrong, it'll be a 4th one technically, and kinda makes me feel like I'm stagnating. Also my family really don't want me to take a gap year and tbh I feel kinda embarrassed taking another one as it shows I really can't get my **** together.
The other thing is, it's a risk reapplying to Warwick bc I may not get a place due to the gap in my education ( unis were very lenient about my 2 gap years when I applied for 2022 entry due to covid). But Warwick may not like that I've spent a year at another uni and then dropped out and have had so many gap years and that I'll be 22 at time of entry. Basically they won't like the huge gap in my education and will view other applicants as much stronger bc of these reasons. The other thing to note is that Warwick want AAA for Beng, or A*AA for Meng, including maths and physics A-level. I have A*AAC, with A* in maths, C in physics, and AA in bio and eng lit. Also bio was taken separately to the other 3. Anyways the C in physics was due toseripus mental health issues, plus I didn't sit the exams for it due to covid. But I fully believe I could've and still could achieve an A. My GCSE grades are seven 9s, and three 8s. Warwick states that applicants with only one of maths or physics A-level will be considered if they have a strong academic profile, thing is idk if I'll be considered as having a strong academic profile bc of the gaps in my education, the year spent at the other uni, and the C in physics. Additionally, if I were to get rejected then I'd still have my place at Durham for next year assuming I defer, but then the year used to reapply will have been a waste,and instead of beginning at Durham in Sept 2023 aged 21, I'd start aged 22 the following year.
It's not an option to do this year at Durham and apply to Warwick and then if I get in start at Warwick in Sept 2024,bc I've already used my gift year from SFE at the uni I'm dropping out of. So I only have finance for my full degree, i.e. no more drop out years.
Alternatively, I thought about second year entry into Warwick in 2024 ( do first year at Durham and transfer into year 2 at Warwick) but Warwick are veeeeery strict about second year entry, they rarely allow it and only for some courses ( they haven't specified on the website), and it's only allowed under exceptional circumstances, which I don't know if mine will be thought of as such.
Anyways, huge dilemma - what to do? Gap year and reapply, or start at Durham and potentially be very unhappy with my course and regret forever that I didn't go to the uni I liked the most? (Tbh my vision is pretty clouded, bc I'm very fixated on Warwick - I like the uni and the course smmmmmm more, plus it's closer to London. Durham feels in the middle of nowhere and very small town and claustrophobic. I do think it's quite nice and ranked 2 or 3 places higher than Warwick, but I would choose Warwick over it. Warwick feels perfect for me, I felt so at home there, felt out of place in Durham. Durham could be good, but even if it is, I'll always know I much prefer Warwick)
Please can anyone help? Any opinions would be much appreciated. I realise my situation is pretty damn specific...
Apologies for the essay, I really do need help, and soon. I have under a week to confirm my place at Durham.
P.S.My third alternative is stay at my current uni and change course to Electrical eng here, I've not exactly dropped out yet. I really have been happy socially at this uni, and it is actually quite a good uni, it's a Russel group and targeted highly by employers, but I feel I could go somewhere better with my grades, and it dosen't really have the academic environment I'm looking for, also not a huge fan of the teaching.
Feel free to reply on the thread or PM me as well, I'd really appreciate it.