TW: physical attack and sexual assault
This academic year was pretty much traumatic. I had a difficult time the year before so i had to retake modules and had a year break. I was stalked by the person who sexually assaulted me many years ago. Informed police they did nothing. Let uni know as i was struggling. Was in therapy. Was randomly attacked and hit in the head multiple times, causing severe trauma and to frightened to go to campus. Uni was not understanding at all. Took extensions. The trauma and anxiety and ptsd caused me to shut away. My only aim was to submit everything and get it done. I submitted my dissertation in june. I had 100 participants gave them an easy questionnaire.
I didn’t speak to my supervisor much because of all the trauma, and the anxiety uni caused. I didn’t submit an ethics form because i forgot, i didnt even realise i needed one. Then uni said i plagrised my work because i used complex methods and other reasons. Was cleared for plagiarism. Now this misconduct because i didnt submit an ethics form and used human participants. I was left in the dark for 3 months. Multiple emails no advice nothong. And now i will have an interview in a couple of weeks. I am so scared and frightened. The way the uni has treated me i am sure they will kick me out the uni. They failed my dissertation as they said it was too much of a sociology paper instead of philosophy
Feeling too too low and not wanting to wake up anymore.