There are plenty of people who do medicine and never practice. Even if you only did foundation years, you’ll still have contributed more than those who drop out. If you do it that is. There is more than one way to look at it.
Not here to tell you yes or no. I’ll just share my perspective and my story. And maybe offer some additional suggestions.
I’ve meandered back and forth on medicine for years. I finally bit the bullet and applied a final time, telling myself in my mid thirties that if I didn’t do it then, I never would. I wanted to be able to enjoy a full medical career, not to basically finish before I even got started. And if I didn’t do medicine, I would at least have something else to fall back on which I would do instead. The reality of medical training is that it’s long. A minimum of ten years from first year of medical school to completion of core training to complete the shortest possible training programme, which is GP. I want a good fifteen or twenty years as a consultant or a GP. Not worth my time otherwise.
Now I’ve got in and I’m here to tell you, it’s bloody hard. It doesn’t let up, either. And if I didn’t have another means of earning whilst I study, I’d be thinking, no, too old for this much of my time and effort to be going into something with no financial reward. And I’ve barely got a pension to speak of. Don’t know where you stand, but if I were your age, I’d be having to think about that.
You say it’s between medicine and nursing. But you’ve actually said that it’s surgery that interests you. You need to look at the competition ratios for surgery. And the career structure for it. And to be really honest with yourself.
I can’t help but notice your choice is presented as being binary between nursing and medicine. There are potentially a lot of roles you’re overlooking. One thing to maybe think about. Does your uni offer a degree in operating department practice? If you’re interested in surgery, this may be the way to go. You’ll have a role within your own right, you’ll be working in the field that interests you, and you’ll have a chance for full career development that medicine will never offer at your age.
I would really encourage you to look into the allied health professions. There may be one that really suits you and where your experience and age will be valued.