Hi, I really hate the sixth form I'm at, and want to move back to my old secondary which had a sixth form with it . I know I would be so much happier and more motivated there, and it's not even about friends as there's a few people there I don't get on with, despite most of my friends going there. I had a lot of back and forth in the first month or two, and so I've really made my old secondary angry and they've said that because their deadline has passed (in october) they won't let me back, but when I was still back and forthing they would have let me back after the october deadline .
I know I would have so so much work to catch up on as at my current sixth form I am taking history, english lit, and German, but at my secondary I would be taking English lit, history and maths, and for history they do different courses, and for english lit we have been covering one of the same texts, just not the other one . I am a capable student and I think could catch up for either history and English lit, but with maths I definitely would have to get some sort of private tutor at this stage.
They have said I can't come back as the deadline has passed, but I genuinely can't stay at the sixth form I'm at. It was the worst decision of my life moving and I really can't stay there . Everyone says it will get better but there are certain things about it that won't change for me. I have lost any motivation for school because of this sixth form and I simply won't get the grades I'm capable of if I stay here .
Is it worth it to send one last email to the sixth form I want to go to begging them to let me back? If I do they will hate me more as I will waste more of their time on this email if I can't go back and my parents will hate me more as well