Hi guys,
I'm in my 3rd year undergrad marine biology and I'm in the last couple of months of my dissertation. A few weeks ago I had to restart from the beginning due to my field work completely falling through. Obviously this has really stressed me out given that I was left with 10 weeks to do my whole diss but I feel like I've stayed on top of the work pretty well doing a bit everyday and I'm still technically not behind on the module schedule.
My issue is that I have not enjoyed the last 2.5 years at uni and this has just rubbed salt in the wound. I'm exhausted and stressed and I'm desperate for this to be over. I know I'm making progress but it's slow and I feel like I'm in this constant state of half panic where I know I'm fine but I'm also really stressed. Living with this right now feels like when you're running in a nightmare, I can feel the stress, failure and worst-case ending are right on my tail but I'm just one step ahead and it makes me feel like crying all the time.
The only way this ends is when my diss is submitted but that's not exactly a comfort, you know? It doesn't help that my supervisor is condescending and the most unhelpful person I've ever met. Instead of actually helping me she just sends me straight to canvas and tells me to figure it all out myself when half of what I'm doing is completely new to me.
This has mostly just been a rant but PLEASE if anyone has been in a vaguely similar situation and could offer some advice on how to get through this last push I'd be so so grateful. I'm on my last legs right now.