I detest how the average youth behaves. I really hate "lad" culture, and I feel extremely alienated by societies obsession with sex and partying, this makes it impossible to get along with anyone. I dropped out of uni because I couldn't stand student culture, I've always felt left out because I never enjoyed partying, but when I got to university I felt like a spectre, and outcast who had nothing in common with anyone. I hated it so much, so I had to go home, I will return to university this year, but I am dreading it.
Speaking of which, I have no friends anymore. Back when I was at highschool things were much simpler, now all my "friends" are obsessed with getting laid and doing drugs. I no longer have anything in common with them, so they are no longer my friends. I hate how materialistic and image concious people are. I hate how bland and predictable they are, it feels like everyone is a robot who lacks original thought, how can I get along with these people? They're so boring.
Just to clarify, I do not hate normies, I hate how I feel left out by them. If I wanted to I could pass as a "cool guy", I'm tall and handsome, I work out, I take care of my apperence and a lot of people say I'm fun to be around, that is until they want to go to a nightclub and get wasted. I wish I wanted to be normal, because then I could just be a normie, and I'd still have friends, I'd still be in university, and I'd probably be a lot happier. However I simply do not enjoy these things, and because of that, I'll never have friends, I'll never fit in ever again, I'll always be alone and bitter over how there's just not a place on this planet for someone like me. Thoughts?