19/04/2018
I am loving the sun, it's been way too hot today but I love it.
One of the most precious things about summer is how many compliments you receive for the outfit you're wearing. Felt so validated at sixth form all day. It honestly gives me life. I went to a cafe with some friends after college and the barista complimented my outfit too and we ended up having a very long conversation about clothes and she was fab, highlight of my day. Love when random people make me feel so cute + confident.
Sixth form itself was okay, I hand-stitched in art class but didn't get far. So I'll continue with it this evening.
I've just read the comments + going to take all the advice that you've all given me, it's really helped + thank you lots. I wanted to ask my sibling for help but she hasn't been available all week + it's so so annoying. Didn't really want to ask anyone other than her bc I tend to go on about things which worry me for ages + didn't want to bother anyone but I might have to just so I can finalise this. But yeah, I'm going to try and do this tonight. I found another option right now, option D which seems ok, it's off campus and similar to C, well only ever so slightly more expensive, but it's as close as B which is good. Also, I've been getting so confused over the details of each place bc I've been looking at so many. The only thing I don't really understand is the deposit price as opposed to the application fee. Like, why do some have application fees as well as deposit prices, just annoying for no reason, and is the '5/6 weeks before start of contract' included in the entire cost stated or a separate thing. I don't like the weird one off internet fees either. So many questions so few answers. I'll hopefully get this done today.
Alright well I'm gonna try and figure this all out and sort it out so I don't ever have to think about it again, then I'm going to take a shower, then I'm going to study and hopefully finally make dinner bc I'm starving.
Plans:
- continue embroidery piece.
- art annotations.