Does anyone else on here just feel really alone at times? I'm a 21 year old lad, and there are times where I just feel like I cant be bothered any more. I'm probably a really deep person, and at times I scare myself with some of the thoughts that come into my head.
I would say I'm fairly decent looking, I go to the gym 5 days a week, play rugby, and I've been with plenty of good looking girls and I've got a few decent mates. But the problem with my mates is that in some ways they're nothing like me, which means I cant be bothered going out with them at times cause I get bored.
I'd love to just know what other people think of me. I can be quite quiet at first when I talk to people, and because I'm quite a deep thinker I tend to not get involved in conversations as much as some of my mates do. But if people got to know me then I'd consider myself to be quite a nice guy.
I've never really been much into social media, but I decided to sign up to twitter a few weeks ago. I started following a few people who I knew, like old school mates, girls I'd spoke to when out, and lads I see out and about now again. But out of around a hundred of them, only 8 are following me back, which has hit me back even more. I spend quite a lot of my money on expensive clothes, protein shakes and good food so I look good.
But I just feel so unpopular and alone, it makes me think what's the point in making so much effort because I never get noticed anyway. I doubt no one would even notice if I went