i failed my test 4 times, and had about 17 months worth of lessons, and i genuinely felt so rubbish about the whole thing.
i know how it feels, to look at other people who can drive and wonder what they are doing that you are not. It makes you feel bad about yourself.
I passed, and if i can, anyone can, i was genuinely scared of driving. DO NOT give up, you will do it, and when you do, you will be so glad you never gave up.
It doesn't matter how many tests you have, how many you fail, or on which one you pass..because it will happen, and when it does, none of that stuff will even matter.