I would be very grateful if you read this.
My boyfriend and me are both virgins. We had oral first about a month ago and then a couple of times since. He has given me instructions on what to do and what feels good to him. Last time it took almost an hour until he orgasmed. I tried to to my best, tried every speed, depth, stimulated his inner thighs, his testicles, changed to handjob while kissing him and everything he told me but I had to finish it with my hand because otherwise he couldn't have come. He tried to tell me what to do and I did it too but it just wasn't really effective compared to handjobs. He said it was good but not that good he thought it would be, that i made him very happy but he expected more from recieving blowjobs. Also he doesn't have any experience in this so he didn't know what should I really do or what should it feel. I feel bad and I can't decide if he's not really into it or if I am just doing it wrong.