can't control my anger

What did she blame you of though?

she said to my other sister that I show off by studying in front of her to make her jealous and I don't even know about this; she put this blame on me twice which shows that she's just trying to create hatred for me in other family members hearts..

yeah exactly I don't even understand what she tried to say...the worst is my mom believed her and taunted me that are you digging a mountain by studying .... tbh I wasn't even studying hard I was just on my laptop

Also guys my elder sister doesn't have a degree and I think as I have a degree she has started comparing herself with me...she out of nowhere said to me that if you have a degree you don't have confidence I have more confidence than you like its hurting me like hell ... its true that I stutter but it doesn't mean I don't have confidence I used to do speeches during school times and my sister has never done anything as such

And to my mom she’ll say that I show off my studies I mean like I don’t even say anything I m a person who’s always complaining that my grades are not good enough… and my sisters have made this up that since they are less educated I try to jealous them but I’m reality they are comparing with me and I don’t even know like my sister said that what you think you have a degree but I have a lot more confidence than you

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I m worried that I have ruined my image in front of my parents what if they don't pay for my fees anymore just to mention I m muslim Pakistani