hi guys,
i’m an almost 20yo female and when i was 13/14yo i went on omegle once and flashed my chest to a stranger.
it was quick: i was topless but covered most of my breasts with my arms (it was like a topless cleavage haha) and my face was out of the shot. the whole thing lasted about 30-40 secs i think (1 min tops) and i did it on plain background to avoid getting caught (just a greenish wall there) but i quickly felt uncomfortable and turned it off. i didn’t even chat with the guy and he was just watching (not flashing /not touching himself) but now, years later, the memory resurfaced and i worry that maybe he recorded it / screenshoted and maybe my face glimpsed somewhere… i feel really bad about it and i can’t stop looking through adult sites looking for the video or an image of myself. i never ever had any other sexual experiences beside it, so i feel really ashamed.
i know why i’ve done it (insecurity, getting bullied for my looks at school, loneliness and well: puberty) and i’ve learned my lesson but the thoughts just won’t go away. i started obsessing over it last wednesday and it’s all i can think about now. what can i do to forget about it? should i even forget about it? do i have any legitimate reasons to worry?
thanks for all your help in advance