Keeping it simple but i’m a just turned 19 yrs old girl and i’ve been at uni for about 4 weeks and i can’t help but feel conflicted by certain aspects regarding relationships and whatnot.
For context prior to moving i had one boyfriend, never kissed only held hands so my experience is next to nothing and unlike all my friends, never met or got with people or had guys wanting to be with me.
Upon arriving here though, i been out clubbing (nothing crazy or insanely drunk.) and i found myself in a scenario with a man grinding on me and grabbing my hips which shocked me. Then on the same night i had a guy make out with me out of nowhere and then another ask me on a date.
however, after the date he messaged me at 3am drunk asking me to come over, likely for sex.
The point is, i don’t know if perhaps i’m actually more attractive than i think of myself or if guys just simply want a woman’s body on them. I’m curvier and not as skinny as most girls, not to mention i wear heavy eyeliner plus i’ve never had male attention so the idea makes me feel confused or if it’s just pure horniness fair enough i guess lol