There’s just one thing that’s bugging me
I’ve had 2 fps in my life.
Im a guy. go to uni with my second fp. This relationship ended badly. Only after it did I found out I have bpd and told her. My first fp was in high school, he, did not know I have bpd but it was a typical bpd fp experience. At the time I did not know I have bpd but we both knew there was something abnormal in the atmosphere, for example one thing I only caught up on now is why I would have the typical bpd stare I used to have with him, that I also had with my second fp and only realised this till after I realised I have bpd. Me and my first fp did not go to the same uni. At the end of high school he sent me a long letter on how he hated me and would never see me again after high school etc. do you think it’s worth me telling him I had bpd and he was my fp or should I just leave him behind in the past?