At the start of the summer I started going out with this boy, he was my first everything. We got on really well and I was comfortable around him. I think his family liked me but mine was the total opposite, mum kept saying don't be doing anything with him that you shouldn't and dad was really annoyed.
I think the fact they said that and also the peer pressure made me do alot of things with him I would later regret.
Towards the end of the summer he started saying things like, what'll wr do when school starts and what about our tests. I usually replied with it'll work out, but then at the end of the summer he finally said those words, I think it would be best to break up. I was extremely sad and a bit pissed off but he had a valid reason as he was going into his major year of GCSEs and i was starting mine. He was the year above me, but different schools.
So anyways after I came to terms with it, I just sort of tried to move on, which was hard since he was still in the back of my head somewhere. You can then imagine how humiliated and depressed I felt when i found out, his social life was busier than it had ever been, so much for having to focus on studies.
I then found out that he was now part of the popular group and was getting close with all the pretty, popular girls. I could never compete with them and it made me feel really insecure as I myself aren't extremely popular but not unsociable.
Any advice on how to get over him and move on, as i keep seeing all these pictures of him with people having the time of his life, while I'm here depressing myself even further.