Hi guys,
I'm about to go back to uni for exams soon but I feel down. It's coming to the end of first year, and I feel like I haven't made a single friend. The first semester was alright, I was really social and made so many 'friends', but over time these people just ditched me and didn't even invite me out. I would message them too, but they'd just come up with some lame excuse even if later that night I'd see them going out on snapchat.
I was going to join societies, but it's too late now of course. I think I will join some next year but, is it weird to go to the first one alone? I don't want second year to be as bad, how do i go about making new friends next year?
Also - after my exams, I'll be so bored alone. I might stay at uni for like a week or so before going home for the summer. I could ask the people I used to talk to in freshers if they're free but I'm so nervous and I just know they will say no, or come up with some petty excuse again. Idk. How do i go about it, they're all established in their friendship groups and I'll just be an outsider at this point? How am I supposed to even ask? Everyone around me has a group now, and I don't even have a single friend. I just feel like what is the point of being at uni if I'm lonely? I hate it.
I've just been so alone and uni has not met my expectations at all and i don't know what to do. I have anxiety and this whole experience has just made it worse.
Any advice?