At this point it doesn’t matter what you want to call anything
What is clear is that in some shape or form you are clearly unwell
If you are not being helped by your gp then you should change surgery and see another. Get referred to a specialist or go private and see one.
It’s important that you do this straight away.
Diagnosing yourself is just a disaster waiting to happen
I’ve said it more than once so there’s nothing else to say