Oh boy, this is getting worse now!
I asked to meet him today to have “a really important talk” I think he was expecting me to declare my undying love for him, but instead I put my foot down today about this, I asked him to please stop pursuing me, told him I never said he is a 7 but that he’s actually below average, i told him I will never be attracted to him, to respect my feelings, I will only ever see him like a friend and big brother and that I meant when I said I’m not interested. He said nothing at first then suddenly was trying to kiss me! I was like wtf, pushed him off before his lips touched mine but I knew what he was trying to do. I jumped up to run away from him but he stopped me and then he told me he will happily put other girls on hold who do feel the same in the hopes I change my mind someday. “Maybe not now but I know you will, it’s gonna happen eventually” I said nothing and just walked off. He’s deluded I think he’s obsessed with me, I don’t want to be someone’s obsession. I wish he would get back on those dating apps we both use and get a few matches and stop being like this with me! It freaks me out, honestly I don’t appreciate it at all. Sadly even though it’s never gonna happen between us I know now he will always be hung up on me, always try and seek a opportunity to be my boyfriend. I can’t believe he is actually willing to put his own dating life on hold and reject girls who might feel the same, in the slim (nonexistent) chance I start feeling the same. It’s like he’s living in a fantasy world! When we first met 2 months ago I knew he liked me from the start, I told him just admire me from afar but it’s clear as day now he has a unhealthy obsession with me and it’s spiralling out of control. Yet I still can’t stop feeling guilty, cos if I felt the same I wouldn’t have to keep hurting him like this