Following graduation, I got a job doing housekeeping.
I absolutely detested it from the moment I started and was only there 23 days before quitting. There were a lot of reasons why; no training, some health and safety issues, poor management, serious understaffing which resulted in being given huge amounts of work to complete in half the time and with only 1/3 of the staff, people being brought in on the promise of 'light duties' and then being given full duties against doctor's recommendations (the girl had a broken wrist!), ridiculous demands for overtime and very little notice given for it, poor team spirit within the workers and an incredibly competitive and hostile environment.
All in all, I couldn't cope with it. My anxiety, which had been extremely well controlled for over 3 years, came back with the force of an army and all I could think about after finishing for the day was the dread of going in the next day. I was literally starting to have near panic attacks at work by my second week. After I started having serious thoughts of harming myself just to get out of work on my third week, I decided it was best for my mental health to leave. I called in sick at first hoping a short break would help but it didn't. I called in sick on the 23rd and officially resigned on the 27th. I was there 23 days in total. I didn't even work my notice because I just couldn't.
Anyway, because of everything stated above, even though I had good reasons for leaving, with this having been only my second job I was worried it would still look flaky for only being there 23 days and would lead to not being given even a look in for jobs. I decided to cover the gap by saying I took a short break after graduation to rest and develop a masters proposal which is true, I am working on a proposal and hope to begin a masters next year and have been corresponding with a lecturer which could back this up (not that I imagine any new employer would ask for it but its there just in case).
But, it's suddenly occurred to me; what do I do about my P45? I handed my P45 from my old library job into my new job when I started working for them in August so I haven't got my P45 from my old job to use.If I use the P45 from the job I just left wouldn't this let any new employer know I had a job in August and bring into question what I wrote on my CV/application?
Any advice? Apologies if this is a stupid question; I've never had to deal with this situation before.
Thanks in advance.