Keeping Calm and Cavying on at uni

Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd

EDIT: Also sorry I'm being a bit **** at writing in responses to your blog posts, just not doing too well myself atm :colondollar:

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Original post by CoolCavy

Why is it so windy today :s-smilie:

^ a picture of me walking back from uni

23/01/17
What I'm grateful for today
AHHHHHHHH ALLL MY FILES GOT RESTORED :woo:

went to see the ICT man and he said before i even said anything 'are some of your files missing?' and 'i said yes all of them :frown:

' so he logged on and got them all back, apparently was cos they updated the system or something. Am so pleased :smile:

A random act of kindness I've done
Whilst i was in town this random person from the south (accent) came up to me asking for waterstones, if there is a waterstones here i've never seen it so i directed her to WHSmith instead. Am well proud of my directing skills. When i got back there was also a parcel in the porch for the house next door so i chucked it through their window cos it wouldn't fit through the letterbox

A random act of kindness someone has done for me
Nightline again, they said i seemed a nice person :cry2:

Something I could improve on
Don't know just having a lot of self doubt atm tbh. Think am not good enough and that people just want me to go away

What I've achieved today/Things I did well
Crawled out of bed and went to tutorial, remembered the USB stick with the presentation on.

What I've done to look after my mental health
Saw the wellbeing person. Dumped all the stuff that i am stressed about on her at about 100 miles an hour so she was just like 'Cavy wait a moment let's break this all down'. Feel a little better for it. Plus i like her a lot she is my favourite out of all the professionals

Something I have to look forward to
Am going to have a sleep

thanks reue :sad:

ily

followed your advice and got it fixed :colondollar:

thanks MR

and they are :frown:

but feel like they didnt really know what i was like when they picked me and now they are wishing they never did
tbh thursdays knacker me more :frown:

hope you are ok :cube:

huge hugs to you too darkforest :jumphug:

Glad you got technology to work for you. :rave:

Some ICT people are really nice and others aren't (no people skills :grumble:

). Just like all the TSR tech people are love, even if it's sooo slow. :pcguru:

I'd say going to see them is something you've achieved. :yep:

It's not easy to approach people you don't know and ask for help, especially when you need something from them. :smile:

Glad wellbeing person is nice and you got to offload stuff too. :biggrin:

Hope you're sleep is alright. :heart:

Reply 384

CheeseIsVeg

Original post by CoolCavy

Why is it so windy today :s-smilie:

^ a picture of me walking back from uni

23/01/17
What I'm grateful for today
AHHHHHHHH ALLL MY FILES GOT RESTORED :woo:

went to see the ICT man and he said before i even said anything 'are some of your files missing?' and 'i said yes all of them :frown:

' so he logged on and got them all back, apparently was cos they updated the system or something. Am so pleased :smile:

A random act of kindness I've done
Whilst i was in town this random person from the south (accent) came up to me asking for waterstones, if there is a waterstones here i've never seen it so i directed her to WHSmith instead. Am well proud of my directing skills. When i got back there was also a parcel in the porch for the house next door so i chucked it through their window cos it wouldn't fit through the letterbox

A random act of kindness someone has done for me
Nightline again, they said i seemed a nice person :cry2:

Something I could improve on
Don't know just having a lot of self doubt atm tbh. Think am not good enough and that people just want me to go away

What I've achieved today/Things I did well
Crawled out of bed and went to tutorial, remembered the USB stick with the presentation on.

What I've done to look after my mental health
Saw the wellbeing person. Dumped all the stuff that i am stressed about on her at about 100 miles an hour so she was just like 'Cavy wait a moment let's break this all down'. Feel a little better for it. Plus i like her a lot she is my favourite out of all the professionals

Something I have to look forward to
Am going to have a sleep

thanks reue :sad:

ily

followed your advice and got it fixed :colondollar:

thanks MR

and they are :frown:

but feel like they didnt really know what i was like when they picked me and now they are wishing they never did
tbh thursdays knacker me more :frown:

hope you are ok :cube:

huge hugs to you too darkforest :jumphug:

techno 0 - 1 the Cavster :colone:

ly Cavsicle <3
:heart:

Karma eh?

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Pathway

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Original post by CoolCavy

Thank you for being so lovely kraggor, you are amazing :bear:

x

Thank you tlg :hugs:

and aw please dont say that :redface:

you are not **** and i never expect any replies tbh so when i get one it's always a nice surprise :cube:

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Sigh. Am nervous for tomorrow. Not about the blood test have had them before and tbh have had worse happen at this point but am nervous for the ECG cos dont want to take my shirt off :/ feel too self conscious. Must remember to wear a button up shirt so i can just unbutton it. Am also worried about getting there on time. The people in my group are also stressing me out tbh meh :frown:

have showered so that's something

Good luck for today, am around if you need to vent to someone or something.

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OP

Original post by darkforest

Awh sorry to hear that you're nervous. :frown:

Hope it all goes smoothly tomorrow, so proud of how you manage to do all of this. :cube:

thank you mozart <3 tbh sometimes idk either :redface:

think on thursday im gonna have to bail on the group thing. Am run ragged and its like 4 miles away and just no.

Original post by 04MR17

Glad you got technology to work for you. :rave:

Some ICT people are really nice and others aren't (no people skills :grumble:

). Just like all the TSR tech people are love, even if it's sooo slow. :pcguru:

I'd say going to see them is something you've achieved. :yep:

It's not easy to approach people you don't know and ask for help, especially when you need something from them. :smile:

Glad wellbeing person is nice and you got to offload stuff too. :biggrin:

Hope you're sleep is alright. :heart:

true

and yes all praise the green people :adore:

Thanks MR

yeh she is really nice and she remembers stuff as well so that's always helpful, not like my old school counsellor jesus :rolleyes:

and so do i tbh :redface:

last night was pretty nasty, then even the none nasty stuff (i.e seeing my parent in the room) was not even nice cos reached out to try to hug them whilst half asleep and they weren't there :sad:

hope you have a good sleep MR and wake up ready to go-go :wink:

Original post by Pathway

Good luck for today, am around if you need to vent to someone or something.

Thanks pathway :hugs:

hope you are ok x

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Original post by CoolCavy

true

and yes all praise the green people :adore:

Thanks MR

yeh she is really nice and she remembers stuff as well so that's always helpful, not like my old school counsellor jesus :rolleyes:

and so do i tbh :redface:

last night was pretty nasty, then even the none nasty stuff (i.e seeing my parent in the room) was not even nice cos reached out to try to hug them whilst half asleep and they weren't there :sad:

hope you have a good sleep MR and wake up ready to go-go :wink:

I'll try Cavy. :hugs:

Still awake now (voluntarily) for moral support. Having a lie in tomorrow though. :u:

As for working in a group/a team. I've done a fair bit of that over the last few years. Never assume what anyone else thinks. :wink:

OP

Original post by 04MR17

I'll try Cavy. :hugs:

Still awake now (voluntarily) for moral support. Having a lie in tomorrow though. :u:

As for working in a group/a team. I've done a fair bit of that over the last few years. Never assume what anyone else thinks. :wink:

Good

and awww you are cute :tongue:

tbh out of everything i just dont want anything else wrong, like if something is wrong with my thyroid or my heart then fgs. Tbh this isnt even gonna work cos last time almost had a heart attack when my blood pressure was taken and then it skewed the results so how is it even gonna work especially after i've run two miles to get there. Sorry will stop thought splurging
and lucky :eek:

do you not have uni tomorrow?
and idk :/ feel like a spare part tbh, they could do this project quite easily without me

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Original post by CoolCavy

Good

and awww you are cute :tongue:

tbh out of everything i just dont want anything else wrong, like if something is wrong with my thyroid or my heart then fgs. Tbh this isnt even gonna work cos last time almost had a heart attack when my blood pressure was taken and then it skewed the results so how is it even gonna work especially after i've run two miles to get there. Sorry will stop thought splurging
and lucky :eek:

do you not have uni tomorrow?
and idk :/ feel like a spare part tbh, they could do this project quite easily without me

Splurge all you like, it's good to let it out of the system. :yep:

You're probably best explaining to the blood pressure people about the journey and about what happened last time if you can so that they can put the numbers into context. :wink:

Wednesdays off. :hide:

They could, but it probably wouldn't be as good, and at the end of the day you all need a mark somehow. :tongue:

OP

Original post by 04MR17

Splurge all you like, it's good to let it out of the system. :yep:

You're probably best explaining to the blood pressure people about the journey and about what happened last time if you can so that they can put the numbers into context. :wink:

Wednesdays off. :hide:

They could, but it probably wouldn't be as good, and at the end of the day you all need a mark somehow. :tongue:

guess :/ just dont want to be a burden
and is the ECG people, idk how ECG works but obviously my heart is going to beat at 106bpm again like it does when im having anxiety but will forwarn them
and that is handy :hugs:

and idk, idk how to explain it. Is like am not in 'there' like seeing through glass so dont feel part of the group. Am like that with people inrl feel not present half the time. Maybe is what psychiatrist meant, but if think about that again will just get upset. Can march come already then can put this whole thing and the doubt surrounding it to bed. Will know either way then :/
sorry :/

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