Going to summarise this quickly, my first and second year went okay at uni, and i did well in placement. Final year has been turbulent to say he least, originally my first finally year was in 2016, i had a debilitating (still unknown) Knee problem which had me unable to walk for over a month. This still affects me to this day but i can walk which is okay.
I returned to uni under parents pressure while this was still going on and to say he least this did not go well.I had always had mental health issues but with all the factors and the stress of exams coming together i fully implode and broke down. i took a leave of absence in 2017 after failing my first batch of exams knowing my head wasnt in it. Had some counselling. I returned in 2018 and thankfully got a full year resit.
However this was form home as I couldn't find accommodation in time which was fine as I had already completed my dissertation previously and did well in it. So as far as i was concerned I just needed to learn lecutres for exams. i completed the required courseworks and attended compulsory by staying at a friend splace for a month and paying my share of rent lecutres although i did botch one late 2018 exam and underperformed on a peice of coursework. Now i thought I was done and focused all my effort towards my remaining 5 modules in summer.
After working harder than i ever have and being hopeful for once that i might walk out of this with a 2.1. diusaster strikes. This morning i get my timetables and theres only 4 exams. Thinking there was a mistake i look at my modules and it says there was a exam in january i did not attend. its true and im left here in tears because of this being the module which i screed up in oct I cant even ass it. Now with 4 exams left I went from being able to get a 2.1 if i did extreemly well (which i was prepared to do) to not even passing. I dont know what to do.
I contacted my university for advice but i think im already finished. I dont know if i can even still get a degree and im considering hanging ending mys *****y ife. Its been 6 years of this just to fail at the end I cant take it. help please