I have been vocal about my experiences at uni on here.
I absolutely have no friends at my uni, I don't understand why. I'm a friendly and sociable person, I talk to people around me and all but I just haven't met my group of people yet
and It's really getting to me because I'm literally so lonely here.
First year of uni is completed and I finished with a acquaintance hanging by a thread - she lives very far and she is a mother of one. Our only sort of communication happens when we are at uni, even though I have her number/social media's I have never messaged her first and she hasn't done the same either. When we were in uni I did mention some of the things we could possibly do, like going shopping or the cinema together. Those plans never happened even though she agreed to do it. I gave up with trying todo things with her, felt like they'd be an barrier in between bc she's a young mother who has a daughter, and obviously would want to spend time with her daughter than go shopping etc...
I'm currently on summer break and I have been since May when our exams were finished. I'm honestly so bored and lonely
the definition of boredom and loneliness is literally my life right now! I have nothing todo, no one to talk to. I have family in this city so I am living with them, and my family have their own commitments to attend to. I spend most of time alone because I have no where else to go. I keep in contact with my friends from college and all but it's not the same
they also have other plans todo as well.
There is so much things I would love todo in this city but I don't have anyone todo it with
would love to go to those golf yards, festivals and much more with people but it's so sad bc I have no one around
I am applying for jobs and have also signed up for Bumble BFF..
Will my second and third years at uni change? I feel like crying bc of how miserable my uni experience is
I plan to join more societies when we return to give me hope