I'm i addicted to escorts?

i'm?

Well i'm i?

It all started in July when i finally gave up on girls (lost my virginity this year to a polish girl). I saw an ad on a Portuguese escort so i messaged her to meet. I later became her regular client, ****ing her every two weeks paying £100 per sex. I loved it and i think she did too because later on we started unprotected lol. She couldn't stop messaging me when our next meet is and i fell in love with her.

I wanted to know more about this escort, so in my last meeting with her foolishly she left her ID on the bed when she went to the toilet and i googled her name and found her facebook and Linkedin profile, then i realised something very dark. I realised that her pimp is her boyfriend/husband and possibly she lost her job in her home country.... Leading to living in the UK illegally. My heart was hurting me because i felt sick, realizing that her pimp who is her boyfriend or husband is prostituting her.

Between this time, i wanted more sex. I wanted Black Escorts because i am naturally attracted to black girls but they were unreliable (i am black) so one day, because i work as a Support Project Worker in a mental health care home, there was this escort who would meet one of our patient/service in the care home. For some bizzare reason, in her strong eastern European accent, she said 'take this card, you look depressed'. So i took and she winked at me. I realised she was an escort and gave me her escort agency. It was then i couldn't stop. I have spent £150 on three escorts from this agency, all eastern european girls...

I'm gonna stop explaining because it becomes more and more sick. Do you think i am addicted? do you think i need help. I suffer from Anxiety and depression

I think because i earn £28K as a mental health worker, i can afford this.... Parents are very sucipious too and they found out i had a conversation with one escort a month ago, i had to lie and say 'it was banter'.... I'm so ****ed

you are very naive. they don't like you, but your cash. and your hobby isn't really a problem if you can afford it. my guess is, you can't, because you seem to just go for the cheapest ones

£100-150 is too bloody expensive. These are high class escorts in their apartments in west and central london....

I earn 28K as a new graduate so its affordable

£100-150 is too bloody expensive. These are high class escorts in their apartments in west and central london....

lol, no. £100 for an hour of sex isn't anywhere near expensive. i don't think you've seen a high class escort in your life.

Chill out mate you’re not weird at all, most guys would do the exact same thing in your situation

have u had sex with escorts before ???

I'm gonna stop explaining because it becomes more and more sick. Do you think i am addicted? do you think i need help. I suffer from Anxiety and depression

I think because i earn £28K as a mental health worker, i can afford this....

Have you done it before?I

i don't need to pay for sex.

Your lucky

Us ugly, crap, ineffective, miserable, depressed guys have to.

You're more qualified to answer your own questions than most on here, if not anyone because very few on here have mental health qualifications and no one knows your situation better than you.

28K seems suspiciously high for a new graduate though, even in London.

Your posts seem quite trollish but I'll assume you're not. Given how naïve you have been about the escorts you've seen I strongly recommend joining and reading a site called UKPunting and it's associated site the PuntingWiki. It will give you helpful information as well as a bit of reality check. You should then review the escorts you've seen (particularly any bad ones but also the good ones, especially if they're still working).

Your lucky

Us ugly, crap, ineffective, miserable, depressed guys have to.