Am I in denial about my sexuality? Or is it anxiety?

Hi there, I just read this and feel really bad for you as I can see it is causing anxiety and stress, I’m no type of doctor but to me it looks like HOCD, the HOCD is making you feel like your being denial but I’m pretty sure your not, also when you get these thoughts just ignore them (as hard as it is, I’m suffering with it right now, I want to help others because it’s really annoying I just want the good old days back) and don’t give any attention to the thoughts, don’t reassure yourself, stop experimenting because every time you do this it will make your future with HOCD even worse (learnt that from experience), hope this helps and good luck, I’ll reassure you that there is light at the end of the tunnel (I’m on my way to the end)