As above, really. Have only had sex with one person. He wasn't on board with consent so sex happened whether I wanted it or not, and he wouldn't stop if I was in pain etc. Broke up years ago and I haven't been with anyone else, nor have any desire to be with anyone since (and I'm OK with that). I don't really have much of a sex drive but now when I am sexually aroused, I feel sore/very uncomfortable - can anyone else relate? Feel pretty upset and disgusted with myself because of it tonight.
Not asking for advice or anything, just want to feel less alone with this.
Thanks in advance for any replies