@A_23_ZIt sounds like things haven't been easy.
It's commendable that you wanted to help your mother, but this has had a knock-on effect. Is your mother in a situation now where she can help you? Would she expect you to help her again with payments?
Before applying again, it might be an idea to make sure that you are in a financial position where you can focus on university work.
University is expensive and a student loan can help but there may also be additional funding you can get for your course for example, the
NHS Learning Support Fund.
You want to achieve your best but if you know that money worries are going to prevent you from doing this, then it might be an idea to work this year, to save money and to then apply again.
I am not saying that you can't work at university or during the holidays but when it begins to affect your course, then its not good. There's no point having money for university, if they remove you from the course for lack of attendance.
Remember a degree is three or four years, so even though you can earn more money once you have a degree, you still need to be able to fund those degree years, and if you know that you don't have support from your family then you might need to save money before applying again.
All the best!
Oluwatosin – 2nd year student – University of Huddersfield