Im in my first year of university and am experiencing very low mood all the time, being a commuter feels like everyone is together and you're the outsider.
I don't like my course, I haven't made friends because i have no motivation to go in and i dont think a chemistry degree is really going to get me as far as a different degree such as computer science would. This is because i dont want a job in a lab.
My uni keeps setting bs group projects that are about bs topics and all my coursework is peer marked because lecturers are lazy to actually teach. The lectures make no sense (lecturers also have no intention on getting to know there students or caring about who you are) and labs are so time consuming. dont get me started on them lab reports.
My course is pretty much full of internationals who dont rlly talk to home students and kind of just huddle together speaking another language. So meeting people on my course is kind of a dead end. I cant be bothered to join societies because most events are in the evening which means i would have to stay at university all day trying to get work done. but there is no place to study as every study place is pretty much always taken or if you find a seat someone tells you to get out bc they booked it so ill end up getting no work done. Ill also have to skip dinner or go out to eat multiple times in expensive london to go to such events. not worth it imo.
Tbh just cant see myself having a life or enjoying the next 3 years