I was in this lunch queue and I was behind a group of boys.
I’ve been talking to this guy recently as I sit next to him in maths. We’ve been messaging each other for quite a long time. I’m in sixth form (year 13 to be precise).
The sixth form is joined to a secondary school.
I only joined the sixth form in yr12. Before that, I went to a different school. The boys infront of me in the queue went to the secondary school too and then the sixth form so they’ve been at the school for really long.
I’m not that know either. I focus on my work and I don’t go out much.
I was with my friends laughing and then one boy said ‘is that *my name*?’
And then the boy shouted the name of the guy I’m talking to get his attention as he was across the room.
He kept asking me ‘are you two going out’ etc and ofc we are not.
My friends said to me ‘I wouldn’t have that’ when the guy said ‘is that *my name*’.
At first I took what he said in the way that I’m not popular and not know so he doesn’t know who I am. I didn’t mind that cuz idc if I’m known or not. I don’t share any classes with any of them and I’ve never spoken to either of them in my life.
However, annoying I overthink a lot and now I’m scared that he might have meant it in a different way? What if he meant that ‘oh is that *my name*’ because what if the guy im talking to mentioned my name and the boys in the queue didn’t know who I was so they were expecting a pretty girl and I didn’t meet their expectations and so they think I’m ugly.
This is what my anxiety does to me lol.
IK I might be over thinking this a lot but I’m scared