So i don’t know what to do. Here’s some background…
I’ve always loved science especially chemistry…At least that’s what i thought. In GCSE i loved chemistry and did okay in general not the best but i wasn’t able to take my exams because of covid so i got a low predicted grade like 5.
Wasn’t able to do science at Sixth Form cause i needed a grade 6 so i did other A levels.
I decided to take a science foundation year since i felt like i was missing out in not studying science and i passed the foundation year.
Now i got into a Chemistry degree at another uni but I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. In the first week i was like okay this is not bad, its hard but doable. Now it’s middle of November and i regret ever choosing Chemistry. I hate the lab sessions, the calculations, all the modules are hard and boring. Its not what i expected at all.
I cant concentrate in lectures. 99% of the time i zone out and when i do listen it just sounds like a bunch of gibberish with terminology i dont know being thrown around. What makes it worse is that all the lectures expect you to know the basics of A level chemistry which i didn’t do.
I feel stuck. I don’t know what to do. I cant change uni cause I’ve done that already. It may be too late to change courses and even if i do i would have to take first year again which i cant do because SFE may not cover the extra year . Plus i cant drop out of uni cause I’ll be a disappointment to my whole family.
Any ideas of what i should do?