Why am I drifting from Islam?

I’m a Muslim and only want advice from fellow Muslims.

This week I have a rlly important event that I have been making tahajjud dua in preparation for this and praying it goes well. In the last week or so, I have started to commit sins I thought I had cut off ages ago. And even missing prayers and missing tahajjud. I know Allah only allows those he wants to pray Tahajjud and the fact that I haven’t been waking up even though I’ve been making intention scares me. Why may this be? What can I do to get rid of the hopelessness and anxiety in me that is accompanied by procrastination( all of which only started to happen since I stopped being consistent in my Islam)?don’t know what to do I feel so lost…

Reply 1

aForeignStudent

It's okay brother Allah is the most forgiving, just repent and try to get back on course. Everyone gets weak at times, in those times focus on the mandatory acts of worships and forgive yourself if you underperform in mustahab, and hopefully you'll get back in no time.