erm first crush in primary - turned out to be gay when older.
secondary school - crush running from end of year 9, it was ridiculous. I didn't even know him, I had never had a conversation with him and he wasnt even remotely good looking, extreamly skinny, quite feminine in a way and looked a bit like squidward, no idea what it was but everytime I saw him my stomach did backflips, I litterally couldnt speak to him I was that shy and I couldnt even speak when he was around incase he overheard, I cringe thinking back to it!
Secondary school - year 11 - was sat on the same table with this guy, had the same problem where I couldn't say a word, again feel like an idiot thinking back as I must have only said about 10 words to that table!
(luckily, I quickly got over my shyness with guys I fancy haha)
College - age 16 - met this guy in a club, he was 21, he was so good looking and had a beautiful accent, after we met once we arranged a date about 3 weeks later, he decided to stop contacting me for some reason, I was really gutted, like litterally didn't stop thinking about him, about 2/3 months later I bumped into him and we got back in contact, went out another 2/3 times and the same happened. Looking back I don't understand how I got so worked up over it, I really fancied him!
17 - breif crush on a guy I met for 2 days, only really lasted while we were there, was volunteering at this camp thing.
then the next time I said would say I had a crush was towards the end of my first year at Uni, a guy I met as a ONS actually (not the most romantic way to meet) . He was so gorgeous, went out a few times after but it was towards the end of the year, we were both moving away and he wasnt coming back after summer thing just cut off.
I like having crushes, I havnt had a crazy kind of crush since that guy I met when I was 16, I mean I have had crushes since but have never really been crazy about someone. I just hope next time I get like that its with someone who I actually end up being with!