Hi,
I'm in year 11 and about a year ago, I started doing "sexual things" with this black boy in my year group. He is quite popular amongst our year. We were not dating and we done quite a lot: (kissing, naked, fingering, oral, anal etc...) We haven't had sex though! The last time we'd done anything was only last Thursday, and since then, he's been treating me like **** and embarrassing me in front of the class.
Basically, him and one of my friends REALLY REALLY like each other and they're always flirting with each other. Obviously, he does it infront of me on purpose, but my friend really flirts back with him. I mean, they're ALWAYS all over each other!!! It actually really annoys me. At first, I never really used to mind, but now bc they like eachother, its making my jealous and I feel like crying. My friend doesn't know what happened between us though, but I've tried dropping hints at her to tell her what he's like.
Lately, she's been leaving me and going off with him and they're always hugging infront of me!! I'm actually jealous.
Even though me and him have had a "friends with benefits" I still have developed feelings for him.
He doesn't like me back and he's really embarrassing me in front of everyone. She just laughs at me when they're together!
I really don't know what to do? Should I tell her what happened between me and him (she wouldn't believe me and he would kill me)?? or should I just tell her how I feel about her always going off with him??
I would really appreciate some advice please and thank you !