Ok so basically I'm studying pharmacy at kings and a few days before my exam I started feeling very ill and got a very bad cold, so I emailed my head of department for some advice and I told her that it was just a cold. Then she said ' If your revision is affected and you feel ill prepared for the exams then the department advice would have to be not to sit. '. I was going to just sit the exams but after she said the part in bold I thought that since she had more experience with all this she probably knows what she's talking about. So I decided not to sit my exams this may (all 4).
But then, I looked at the exam absence form and it said they do no accept a cold as a mitigating circumstance. But it's too late as I already missed my exams. I wrote on the form that my revision was affected due to my illness. But I'm so scared right now.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME??!
If I end up getting kicked out I'm gonna hate my head of department so much for giving me such rubbish advice
If I get kicked out I don't know what I'll do with my life I might as well just kill myself, pharmacy at kings was my dream :'(
EDIT: it's not just a cold, I shouldn't have described it like that. A cold is a very minor viral infection, my doctor told me I had a very bad viral infection as I felt dizzy, had abdominal pains, and very high fever, on top of the usual headache, sore throat and muscle pain and fatigue. I literally felt like I had no energy at all. I tried so hard to carry on pushing myself. I would probably describe the pain I felt to the pain I felt while I had chicken pox when I was 17 (minus the itchy spots). Chicken pox is much worse in adults than in children before anyone comments on that