I'm not "nothing similar", lol.
That exact thinking and its associated inferior complexes of being 'nothing similar' is what has been ruining me, should not by any means be supported by anyone about anyone, and is, literally, wrong anyhow. You've said I am "nothing similar" based on my self-deprecating words and not through knowing me, lol.
I am not the most educated currently, having stooped low over the past two years due to a particular mental state I've been in, but I am picking myself up now and am building upon that, by currently working to get to great universities through an Access course. I also go to the gym regularly. I've gone from 74.5kg to 62kg in about a bit over a year. I do look visibly slimmer nowadays. I have goals within the gym.
I need to work on and am manifestly about my education and on my physical fitness. I'm well aware of and I care pretty much solely about these two aspects to life.
In terms of what is bugging me (to make it clear, the feeling that not my level of education but my intelligence, and also not my soon-to-be fit body but my natural looks or face, so things which are genetic, that I cannot improve upon much, will limit me from having the sort of life I wish for), well, I am told I am actually rather naturally good looking, a 7.5/10, and I'm not stupid. I am not awesomely bright, but both I and others who are definitely significantly more intelligent than I am and who understand the system of education better than I do, such as my old head of sixth form, believe I am capable of getting into a good university. I had offers from Manchester and Nottingham having not worked much on the AS' which got me those offers over two years ago. Now I am working I suppose fairly hard.
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