I have a fat fetish and I don't really know what to do.
I'm moving out in a year and a half, I can't do anything while living with parents because my mum would get super worried.
When I do move out I'm thinking I'll just become a bit of a NEET (I'll have just finished 6F) and focus on my artistic skills. However, I was thinking I could indulge a tiny bit into my little "kink" which I've had since I was like, 10? 11?
If you don't know what it is, generally people with my fetish have a thing for tummies/bellies getting bigger, popping buttons of trousers/shorts, it sitting on our thighs etc.
I think it will be nice to experiment with it when I'm older and have my own money to blow on junk food. Additionally, it won't be a full year, and I'll be using it wisely skill-wise. I'll also have a bit of fun at the same time.
Idk. Thoughts. Opinions. I can't go to a psychiatrist. I can't even be diagnosed with my PD. Any ways to get rid of this fetish?