Yeah... no.
Fear / disgust / self hatred isn’t a long term motivation for weight loss. It’ll lead you to be unhealthy, and miserable.
What is good motivation for weight loss - Is doing for the sake of good health, and wanting to love your body.
There’s no shame in wanting to lose weight, but do so by starting a healthy life style. Not by reading a bunch of online comments from trolls calling you a fat arse.