So recently I got close to this boy I was with at college. We both did the same course and ended up (coincidentally) at the same uni doing different courses.
He happens to be 20 and I'm 21 soon turning 22 in December. The whole thing started off suddenly. One moment we were just chatting and reminiscing the old times at college (we weren't as close at college) and the next we were making out.
Now don't get me wrong. There were very many things that happened in between but long story short, I initiated the whole process because I was really turned on (inwardly blamed it on a dry spell haha) just like he was turned on too and was doing a rubbish job at hiding it.
When I made the first move he wasn't repulsed at all even after asking if he was comfortable he confirmed that. Since then, we have been having these really hot and steamy moments and we are literally hanging out together all the time. In a relationship-y way...
But there is this creepling feeling I get time to time that I'm cougar 😂. I don't know. Like as if it's wrong?!?! I keep thinking that he is a boy and he didn't want to reject an advance made to him and that he is playing along to be polite 😅 and I'm just taking advantage?!?! He has made it clear both in actions and words that he is smitten. We are equally enthusiastic.
Bare in mind he is so sweet and gentle and kind and most importantly makes me laugh as well as turn me on. I worry that I'm falling for him now and I hate that I am because I feel too old to be with him sometimes! Can anyone show me a different perspective because I have failed to see it.